The thing called intimacy

To shy away from intimacy when discussing about physical attraction is very common in a kind of  society i was brought up in. Nonetheless , as i crossed stages of puberty and reached my adult hood i am experiencing a lot of intimate moment with my partner.
I realize that in a relationship saying 'I love you' is not enough if there is no feeling when saying it.
Every time when i am with my partner, there is admiration and enchanted enjoyment which i fail to even explain to myself.

No, i am not taking about sex although the word intimacy is usually linked with sexual desires and when talked about sex, it  is marginalized. I am not ashamed to experience this veritable treasure with the one i love.
For us, the way we cherish each other is very vital to keep this relationship strong.
Whenever he talks and cares for me, i feel like endorphin has been injected in my body because i can't stop feeling good.
To be in a relationship with someone whom you never met or knew of before and now choosing to share your life with this wonderful stranger comes with huge responsibilities and risk.

Sometimes we just need to go with our guts, it  behooves us to trust an unknown.
Life doesn't promise us anything except gives us moments. So, even if my gut is wrong i'll get moments to cherish upon. At the back of my head, i will think "Hey, at least i tried and experienced a human life".

Till this day, i have never regretted that i chose to go with my guts which is still  hovering  undiminished. 

To talk openly with him without any fear of being judged, with every nodding signaling support, and a smile that promises good days are very precious to me.
These are my intimate moments where i get to appreciate my life and people around me. That intimate moment with one person but also touches other people's life with love as well. This is more than anything i ever wanted.

I have conquered the glitches in a relationship not alone but together with my partner as he is equally responsible for defining who we are.
I can keep on writing but everything has to come for a closure and i choose this happy moment to make it my happy ending while i am still enraptured with my man.
If i get to kiss him  now that would be even better.
Wishing lots of love,luck and happiness to myself.
A dream come true.